being

and maybe it's easier to sit and listen to the rain fall on the concrete ground, to sit and hold warmth in your hands, and a book at length. reading away your reality, to escape, just for a while and not have to worry about the world, or yourself. and maybe it's easier to sit …

obligated

I feel as if I'm in the current stage of life where everything feels at limbo. I'm not  sure who to trust, I'm not sure whether to trust myself, I don't really know who I am and I feel as if I'm becoming more complacent. it's like, I know where I want to be, but …