I haven’t moved from my bed today because I’m depressed. I don’t want to say that’s an excuse, because it’s not. it’s my reason, and I’m not sure how to deal with these episodes yet. I’m not sure how to implement discipline into my life, fight off this thing and get to work. I want to, but I don’t know how to.
I have so much to do, and I haven’t got time for this. but, I don’t know how to deal with this, or handle it so I’ll just remain in bed and watch the sun, rise and set, while I drift in and out of sleep and bury myself in my thoughts, the way I’ve buried myself in this bed.